I'm 15 years old, and to me life is full of hate and pain, i don't remember a time when I was happy, I'm tired of pretending all the time. All my friends are switching schools (I have 4 friends, Im not the most social person). My family ignores me all the time,And I'm bullied at school, I'm very shy and sensitive, and I can't stay focused in class rooms. Ive been taking medication for my depression after 3 weeks of taking that I felt better, still not happy, but not as miserable, 3 days later and it's even worse than before the medication.. Its been another week and Im still not doing any better. I've given up on myself and everything else..